Posted by Anonymous on 2014/11/12 under Uncategorized Life sucks when you have dad who doesn’t give crap about you. And everything you do is bad. I have 4 other siblings. And me being the oldest you’d think I would get more respect. No. I get treated like a person who shouldn’t be here. Or even exist. I don’t get all those fancy phone and tablets I don’t get new clothes. No that just doesn’t happen. It does for my siblings but not me. If I want something I have to find my own way to get it. And I’m bot even allowed to get a job. It just irritates me. I really honestly just want to walk out and never come back. But I have nowhere to go. What would I do? What about school? It just sucks. I want to be loved and wanted but no that’s not going to happen. Ever…my mom can’t do anything about it. I don’t understand why but at the same time I do understand why. I try to stay strong but its just so hard to just keep smiling and living like everything’s perfectly fine. No troubles whatsoever. I want to break down and cry, scream even. But I can’t do that there’s no where to scream to or noone who I can cry to…can I last 2 more years if this?